Hello Friends!!!

I’m on a mission to seek my happy faces. Pictures that shows i am actually smiling! Loads of comments from friends saying i look too fierce on the magazine even when i was partying LOL!. So to bring in the smiles, i shall dig my hard drive old and recent pictures of me smiling! and i will too show you the different sides of me.

So, also since i have the Canon Digital IXUS 200, i shall take a few shots of myself smiling from ear to ear!! My friends are right! I need smiling photos! eeeek! Dont judge me!

So for now, i shall search and search and search till my next blog entry, i’m going to smile through the lenses! I just thought of something! ”Canon, Capturing smiles of smile” a Slogan??? LOL!

BRB Friends, while i scour for them pics!

today entry might or might not be offensive. so therefore pardon me.

today i’m gonna blog abt (in)famous Ris Low, i’m not a friend of her and definitely not related in any other ways. i guess right now u probably think of “BOOMZ SHINGZ Leopard PReens”. Let me tell u, it’s not funny. singaporeans dont speak 100% perfect english.

Personally in 3rd party point of view, i gotta say she is really brave. i conclude tat most likely she has short tongue therefore she cant pronounce words perfectly and oso she is camera-shy. i understand how it felt at the point of time suddenly somebody says “Kaini, your turn next for video” i have short tongue n i am camera-shy. i get nervous straight and my hands starts feeling cold. most of the time i try to tell myself to speak perfect english and dont say the wrong stuffs when doing video. it turns out not natural. who can feel my stress unless u r in my situation?

it’s such a shame tat during her 1st interview with RazorTV, the interviewer didnt even helped her out to cover her weird answers instead the interviewer make it worse. tsktsk…..

after i watched her exclusive/final interview with RazorTV, i can tell that the interviewer is definitely helping her to go thru the interview.

i decided, everyday i’ll reveal fact abt me so readers or my fella contestants fren can know me better. =)

Anyway i am a lil outdated, ION 50 GP Preview was GOOOOD! Everyone is punctual n everyone is pretty down to earth =)

Backstage b4 everything start.

1st Outfit

On stage:

2nd Outfit:

After Show: Group Photos

#1 Fact of the day : i have short tongue =)

A Big Thanks to:

Bebe for the sexy outfits
Anna Sui for the Dolliest Makeup, ahhh~ i like rosey smell =P~
Female for giving me all these oppotunities to be gorgeous!

hello all. i know i’m pretty late when it comes to this, but i’ve been so busy with my upcoming exams which starts next thur.
before i continue, i’d like to thank FEMALE for bestowing the best gift to me. its my honor to be part of the team.

other than school, gym & baking keep me busy. i succumb to temptation when it comes to cakes and i love gng for high tea.

well, tts bout all. HAPPY HALLOWEEN everyone. if everything goes smoothly, i’m gnna dress up as a nurse ))))

if you wanna see how everyone ‘walked the plank’ at ion last saturday, click…

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happy halloween!

Yesterday was my hubby’s brithday… We didn’t do anything fancy, just went for a wine dinner at Rang Mahal. It was quite interesting though, every dish was paired with an extremely compatible wine.

We had the honor of having Filiberto explain each wine to us as we went through the different courses. He is from the family that founded and runs the Marchesi Incisa della Rocchetta vineyard which is more than 150 years old! Marchesi Incisa della Rocchetta vineyard is near Switzerland and just an hour away from Milan *is there anywhere closer to heaven than this???* www.lacortechiusa.it

Initially we thought that Indian food and wine might not be a superb match, but surprise surprise, it turned out to be quite a surreal gastronomic experience! I thought the very best was the last one – the moscato… its tastes almost like apricot juice (if there is such a thing!) heh *i feel thirsty just by thinking of it now*

 

 

-im having curry craving again-

As I have been overseas, for what seems to be an age now, I cant get my hands on this months Female magazine – you know which one I’m talking about.

So pretty please, could a kind soul please tell me what the short little snippet for contestant 35 is, thanks so much in advance.

What have I been up to this week? Well I can tell you Ive been stressed and depressed this whole week. I witnessed Man United completely run off the pitch by a very mediocre Liverpool side. United had no fire, no fight, they seem to have been fazed by the moment not to mention we were playing against 12 men – yes the referee does count.

But my spirits were picked up after watching the youngsters have a good outing in the Carling Cup. I am pleased the youngsters have matured from last season and are now heaping loads of pressure on the first team. Was well impressed with Obertan, Macheda, Welbeck, the twins (though Rafael did look a bit lost in the center of midfield) and Owen still is a quality finisher with a great footballing brain.

However my frustration with United loosing to Liverpool still irked me, so I put on my boots and joined some mates for a game of futsal. I cant be humble here, caused I played a blinder, scoring one and setting up two. I may have lost my stamina but my ability to beat a man, trickery, and speed is still there. I finally managed to let all my frustration and stress out. All I have to say now is, see you at OLD TRAFFORD!!!

PS. Any Liverpool fans reading this, its 18 tittles each and we looked best equipped to make it 19!

Till next time, take it easy all

having a right go at the bongos is another stress reliever

Hey-hey  folks. TGIF!

I just managed to watch my interview on razor.tv. hur-hur -_-” seeing yourself on video is kinda weird…-cringe-  oh well. check out my interview in TED BAKER at vivocity for FEMALE 50GP.

“Noah Wahid doesn’t believe in playing it safe. The fashion savvy contestant is one of Female magazine’s 50 Most Gorgeous People this year, and is also a stylist and the owner of a new fashion label, Ego Trip. Noah explains why more men are embracing the colour pink…”

Click on the link and enjoy it. (as much as i had doin it)

http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/lifestyle/38054.html

Anyway, It”s the weekend…finally! advance HAPPY HALLOWEEN peeps. So what are you guys doin and goin as for the ghoulish night?…Ris low??

Have a blast folks…

TTFN

VOTE 4 NOAH…yeearrgghhh

XoxoX

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Between saving lives, preparing for the upcoming audit, drafting my research thesis, teaching, juggling different roles and responsibilities, I have to continously remind myself that I am no Wonderwoman and I am a woman only.

And death never fails to remind me that I am only human and that there is a higher power out there. That whatever I may have taken pride of, spend time to cultivate and nurture, may just be taken away from me within seconds.

That Wonderwoman mentality was pretty apparent after my graduation from School of Military Medicine. That mentality was of course soon humbled when I dealt with my first case of death.

I broke down and questioned everything that I have learned in school. I felt like a total failure when I can’t even save a 3 months old. My motivation spiralled southwards until Dr Manning (he was head of NUH A&E then) came up and told me this, ‘We are trained in resuscitation, let HIM handle the resurrection.’

I forgot that what I’ve learned in school, is nothing compared to that higher power. I soon developed a clinical detachment; I made a wall between myself and my patients. I don’t wish to be affected with every cases I’ve attended.

But the thing about this wall is, I am not sure of how to break this wall when there’s a passing within my family or friends.

And that’s what happened yesterday when I received a text from my sis, informing me that my grandaunt from Indonesia had just passed away. I know that I am supposed to feel sad. I mean, although she’s only a grandaunt, she has undertaken the role of my very own grandmother, when my grandma passed away 10 years ago.

Although she’s in Indonesia and I am in Singapore, we were pretty close. She always made an effort to attend to every family events held here, and I never failed to pay her a visit whenever I have that break from school and duties.

Yet, news of her passing didn’t affect me at all. I wasn’t sad, I didn’t feel like I’ve lost a huge chunk of my life. I just feel indifferent. Yet, when I woke up this morning, I felt a bit off. And I can’t put a finger to it.

It’s frustrating cause I want to mourn for her death, yet I can’t mourn when I’m not feeling anything. So what did I do? I send her my prayers and hope that she’s in a better place.

Thing is, in situations like this, I may appear insensitive or totally heartless. Truth is, I am not. To make up for that lack of emotions, I did what I do best. Immensing myself with a plethora of activities, trying to convince myself that while I may lack in emotions, I am never short of consistency; I will give my best in everything that I do or pursue.

To end, quote of the day;

I need someone who’s supportive, reliable and comfortable, like a good push-up bra.

 

Silhouette

Transportation

Ant

Seconds would turn into minutes,
Than hours,
Maybe days.
I ponder my life,
Searching for a meaning.
Lost in the sea of doubts.
No confidence within my being.
I wonder what happened,
To this joyous boy
I used to be.
My mind goes blank
As if coma got the better of me.
Soul searching,
Anything!!!
Give it to me.
I’m in!!!
A better life,
Hoping and struggling.
Show me signs,
A place i should be

*i’m not having depression by the way.. just felt like doing a poem simple as that

Whenever i enter a store and see prices being slashed as low as 80% i become a whole different person and this being from another realm take over. The “Shopping Bug” invaded my mind and a ring start to buzz in my ear. My hands would itch and slowly inch out to my wallet and whip out my card. YES! The magic card which almost everyone uses nowadays to shop.

I wouldn’t care whats the balance in my account as all i want to do is get the stuff i need, mostly i don’t need it. The purchased items makes your heart feels so satisfied you don’t even care that the last dim could buy you a cookie for your empty stomach.

I DON’T HAVE A PROBLEM! I DON’T NEED REHAB! I LOVE SHOPPING.. LEAVE ME ALONE..

Countless times i told myself when i walked in a store that i would only window shop, but my effort proved futile. I’d rather leave the store with something rather than nothing- even if the good cost $1.

I’d rather look good and have no money than have money and look ugly.

So Please God, Send Me More Money To My Account…     please..

 2.5-liter Turbo SUBARU BOXER® Engine inside!!!! (not sure if it has turbo but it looks like it has? haha)

OKAY, WINNER GETS ONE AT THE END OF THE EVENT! someone told mi, u know who u r. =X

 

 

 

This Ted Baker blazer seems to fuse wif me the moment i put it on, no need for alteration or adjustments, fits me perfect, other than my right sleeve is higher. haha

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

yup, that’s me on page 132 of Novemeber’s issue of Female Magz. probably the first time i “flipped” through an entire mag for female readers. lol.

 

 

 

The preview at ION on sat was overall quite amazing, its the first time i did a “show” wif 50 ppl. we were stored in black boxes with sufficient airconditioning during the event despite the humid weather. Fed with BurgerKings, polished wif Anna Sui, hair by Loreal products, and of cos decorated by Ted Baker’s and Bebe’s materials.

i have to once again stress what Annabel blogged about Bryon’s silver winged Adidas. its awesome.

Zach: So, can u fly?

Bryon: Nah, i dont think so.

Alrite, back to my notes now, having a paper tmr!