i just got home from work. it’s a hell of a day. running ard like one crazy piglet. up n down the storeroom to shop. didnt manage to eat till 6.30pm. bought Fillet o fish upsize still cant finish the fries. i tink i too hungry till no feel oready. it’s weird not toking to anyone on the fone when i’m otw hm. “nvm la, i accompany u hm lo.” Sound familiar? but i gotta be independent. i was just staring at the emotionless fone not making any sound.

Reached hm, first thing i always do, switch on my laptop, check my mails n FB. Xi tagged me in the pic tat says “Dont go for the guy that sucks up to u, go for the guy tat piss u off on a daily basis and yet u still find urself crazy in love with him.”

oh god, how true is tat =( suddenly rmb he used to make my blood boil but aft few days everything went normal. i dont think its very silly of me to say tat i still misses/loves him. seriously, tats the fact. even if 1 fine day i happen to be with another guy, i know tat the particular guy can nvr be compared to him. mamat is the guy i noe i will nvr regret being with him, he’s will always be my Best Ex- BF. Let me dig a hole and bury myself in work now. time will comes and it will tells.

today is another off day. rotting at home now. planning to go ECP ltr to pitch a tent. bf bought portable  BBQ pit, i’m gonna go cook my olio aglio n finger foods. wohoo! long time since we did something lidat.

17th going for fitting.

18th-22th having sale in all my outlets. time of the month which i work like robot. =(

Jia you.

tml is another off, gonna go get a tan. sit there alone to relax! wohoo.. Palawan here i come again!

been i while since i last blog. i went MIA for a while due to work. starting of nov till end of dec mark my hectic periods. it will be the mth which i start work from 10am to as late as i end work ard 3am. so i hope u ppl understand my absence here.

i’m gng to Expo ltr in the evening cos bf says there’s charles n keith sale hopefully it not like auntie type of pattern. gf coming hm today, she went BKK with her mum. anyway i think im really tired to the extend last night i slp at 11.30pm woke up officially at 2.45pm. my goodness, i slp like a pig =)

ok, i’ll end this short post today, running outta words!

was hunting for ppl to accompany me to go Zirca tonight for NUM event. everyone not free. i manage to found fatt, he agreed go with w me but aft i told him wats the event, he backout at the very last min. imagin i’m done, just need to put on my makeup and i can be out.

Pissed.

wat’s wrong with some people with gay/lesbian party? not like people gonna point finger at us or pokeu up in the arse or touch my boob. -_-” personally i see nothing wrong with gays/lesbians.

Every one has the freedom to love. love doesnt need any rules or regulations. Be open-minded.

#2: i am camera shy.

today entry might or might not be offensive. so therefore pardon me.

today i’m gonna blog abt (in)famous Ris Low, i’m not a friend of her and definitely not related in any other ways. i guess right now u probably think of “BOOMZ SHINGZ Leopard PReens”. Let me tell u, it’s not funny. singaporeans dont speak 100% perfect english.

Personally in 3rd party point of view, i gotta say she is really brave. i conclude tat most likely she has short tongue therefore she cant pronounce words perfectly and oso she is camera-shy. i understand how it felt at the point of time suddenly somebody says “Kaini, your turn next for video” i have short tongue n i am camera-shy. i get nervous straight and my hands starts feeling cold. most of the time i try to tell myself to speak perfect english and dont say the wrong stuffs when doing video. it turns out not natural. who can feel my stress unless u r in my situation?

it’s such a shame tat during her 1st interview with RazorTV, the interviewer didnt even helped her out to cover her weird answers instead the interviewer make it worse. tsktsk…..

after i watched her exclusive/final interview with RazorTV, i can tell that the interviewer is definitely helping her to go thru the interview.

i decided, everyday i’ll reveal fact abt me so readers or my fella contestants fren can know me better. =)

Anyway i am a lil outdated, ION 50 GP Preview was GOOOOD! Everyone is punctual n everyone is pretty down to earth =)

Backstage b4 everything start.

1st Outfit

On stage:

2nd Outfit:

After Show: Group Photos

#1 Fact of the day : i have short tongue =)

A Big Thanks to:

Bebe for the sexy outfits
Anna Sui for the Dolliest Makeup, ahhh~ i like rosey smell =P~
Female for giving me all these oppotunities to be gorgeous!

As usual after work went over to ah ma place to eat and to tabao food. she cook my fav chic wing n fried egg tofu. reached her place, wash my leg, buai buai my ah gong den go “hunt” for my ah ma. She wasnt in her room slping nor she was at my spastic uncle’s room. i heard puking sound, saw my ah ma vomiting in her toilet. she’s definitely in pain. asked her wat she ate, she told me vegetable,sardine n fried fish. straight away i knew it was food poisoning. she complained tummy pain. called my mum n msged my nice aunt, fierce aunt n my cousin. ok la, i’m a bit lost at that point of time cos i got instant flashback of wat happening to my ah gong abt 1yr+ back.
FYI: he left peacefully in his sleep.

i lost him due to his lung failure (if i’m not wrong), i dont wanna lost my ah ma just for food poisoning. told em tat i’m gonna bring her to clementi 24hr clinic. wanted to go back my place to take the key to open her drawer to take her IC, walked halfway nice aunt called says just quote IC No. will do, faster U-turn walk back, support ah ma up from bed den took a cab down to clementi. taxi uncle seems not to have the sense of urgency, drove slowly. reached there did all the admin paperwork next was us, thank god waiting was as fast as 2mins? told e doc ah ma food poisoning, den doc injected her
FYI: i have Trypanophobia aka phobia of injections/needles

i quickly excused myself to the toilet, who knows when im back, doc was halfway injecting her. i swear i was feeling super uncomfortable didnt dare to look until doc threw away the used needle.

After collecting her MC n medicine, took cab back her place, agn another uncle w no sense of urgency. ArghHH!!!! sent ah ma up, feed her medicine make sure she slp den i go tabao all my food for ltr lunch.

Highlight of the day : Ah ma scared the hell outta me

i’m still up at dis hr, trying to brainstorm wat shld i tabao to work for ltr lunch. i’m super break/broke/broken.
i’m not a great cook, i cook anything within reach tat will not take more than 30mins.

here my routine:

The day before i tabao,

1) ransack the freezer
2) Nuggets/hash brown/hotdogs/dumpling/crabmeats/eggs
3) choose the ones which i feel like eating. put it all in a plastic bag
4) defrost it overnight in the fridge

The next day

1)wake up slightly earlier
2)open my small eyes, hunt for rice
3)wash/cook the rice
4)took out all the defrost foods, dump it all in the oven toaster
5)wash up
6)everything ready, dump it all in my lunchbox
7)off to work

tabao food really save lotta $$$$, i oso got myself teh susu from super 3 in 1. omg! super addictive! u gotta go try it! it fights my craving from pearl milk tea >,<

Rich getting poorer, poor getting poorer. what do u think?

Before everyone out there start to comment abt my Englo *english*, Here my few terms n conditions:

1) i am not perfect therefore i dont speak/type perfect english/chinese

2) i love SINGLISH.

3) shortcut words eg. this=dis

4) i make mistakes so if i spell something wrongly do not penalize me.

5) THOU SHALT NOT JUDGE

It’s not how good you are, it’s how good you want to be.

powerful sentence? happen to came across it while walking in Pageone at Vivocity. Till now i cant stop thinking of it.

maybe i’m too self-conscious. i only think of what are the good thing tat i have but i didnt think of how i can improve myself. i only think of “i better dont screw this up”. i didnt give myself a chance to prove how good i can.

Battle of heart n mind.

Comfort Zone

i believe each one of us has our own personal comfort zone. i’m matching it with career, relationship,religions or anything u can think of. my bestie was talking abt dis issue. for me, i didnt dare to change my job cos i’m worry i cant find a better ones. i’m scare of change, i’m afraid of change. but recently, i got an idea of wat i wanna do, wat i forsee i am going to do. it makes me feel good. i cant wait for next yr.

i’m like a car accelerator, waiting for the handbrake to be down. Time for risk!

Go read this book! very motivating!

oh ya, didnt went tanning today even though the sun is tempting me, my bed sleepy smell manage to tempt me =)

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hey hi hello,

not very used blogging here. pardon for due to lack of post. anyway i just cook prawn Aglio Olio for my bestie, gonna pass it to her later. i’m draggy to go tanning i feel like rotting home. ahhhhhh to tan or not to tan? hmmmmmmmm…..