Silhouette

Transportation

Ant

Seconds would turn into minutes,
Than hours,
Maybe days.
I ponder my life,
Searching for a meaning.
Lost in the sea of doubts.
No confidence within my being.
I wonder what happened,
To this joyous boy
I used to be.
My mind goes blank
As if coma got the better of me.
Soul searching,
Anything!!!
Give it to me.
I’m in!!!
A better life,
Hoping and struggling.
Show me signs,
A place i should be

*i’m not having depression by the way.. just felt like doing a poem simple as that

Whenever i enter a store and see prices being slashed as low as 80% i become a whole different person and this being from another realm take over. The “Shopping Bug” invaded my mind and a ring start to buzz in my ear. My hands would itch and slowly inch out to my wallet and whip out my card. YES! The magic card which almost everyone uses nowadays to shop.

I wouldn’t care whats the balance in my account as all i want to do is get the stuff i need, mostly i don’t need it. The purchased items makes your heart feels so satisfied you don’t even care that the last dim could buy you a cookie for your empty stomach.

I DON’T HAVE A PROBLEM! I DON’T NEED REHAB! I LOVE SHOPPING.. LEAVE ME ALONE..

Countless times i told myself when i walked in a store that i would only window shop, but my effort proved futile. I’d rather leave the store with something rather than nothing- even if the good cost $1.

I’d rather look good and have no money than have money and look ugly.

So Please God, Send Me More Money To My Account…     please..

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